Connecting love

More than 16000 users online. But my bright shiny eyes are looking for just one to be connected. I am a real person, sitted on a chair waiting for comfort or joy, and only one other person can give it to me. I don't care about the miles. When I see his face, everything else loses sense. It's quite odd to fight it, because my body gets numb just to think of the idea of me not seeing him at all.

So why do people bother not believing in "virtual love" if I get more love from a person who's miles away from me than from my neighbor next door? OKAY! I should be talking to my neighbor's next door but he doesn't care for me at all! Does yours? Will he cry if you die today?

Why should I bother about people who don't care about me? The difference between me and those non believers is that I don't have to wait to be connected to anyone, anymore.... Are you connected to anyone?

When you don't have a clue of what you want!

At a certain age, it's natural for someone to have doubts about who he/she loves, or at least care about. What I don't really think it's okay, is not to be certain of what you feel, and overload the lover with wild acts in your day-by-day. Because I believe that or you feel something or you don't, For love, there isn't a middle term. You can't say "I love you just a little...". Or you love, or you don't. And bringing guilt to your partner just because you can't feel anything is not going to actually work. He/she is not falling just because you pictured something to it.

Most people confuse sympathy with passion and forget about the person who's on the other side of the story.

And there are past relationships. If you haven't work this out yet, why bother? "Oh, you should forget love with another love", this can work for the one who's in trouble loving not for the other person who's being used.

I hope I didn't ruin your day, love is still something beautiful if you can say "no" when you're feeling like "no" and "yes" when you're feeling so. If you don't run away from what you're feeling, there's always a chance you'll get involved in something real, and I deeply wish that. WITHOUT TRUE LOVE, whatever that means to you, LIFE IS NO FUN AT ALL!!!

Smart Witty Adorable Tough Intelligent....

I had a whole day to think about who I was and what is my goal to become and then I ran into a mysterious weblog that gave this description to the "perfect girl". I found it very interesting because I kind fit in that description and I am far away in any way of being perfect. Of course I would add "clown" or "lazy" if it was about me. And I guess.... A girl could be really more than that! I mean, not more perfect, but lazy, party maker, an alcoholic, etc.... So what is the point of being so picky at this stages?

The Secret is...LOVE

It doesn't really matter who you are or what are you up to, you just need one thing to be sure you are about to succeed in your life: Someone you can fully trust beside YOURSELF! Let me tell you why...

I was used to believe that "the secret" was the top fucking secret. I was so sure I was going to get what I wanted. I did everything I could to make that happen. And well, what ever the time is, the secret takes time. And depending on your purpose it can take a while...

It took me quite a few years to realise this now: I need the gas so this engine can work! Besides doing everything I can to get to my goal, I NEED TO REMEMBER FOR WHOM I am doing this. We can't construct a successful life without LOVE! What ever this love means. And we always have to remember that no matter what, we will need these "secret people love" by our side when we get sucessful! Because alone we are just a tiny drop of water, but we can be a whole ocean together!! And if we have no one to share the joy, what is the fun about that anyway?

Hope I made you think a bit about your important goals. Mine now is going to bed!! But not before I leave a Pablo Neruda poem:

" ..If each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower,
crawls up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished and forgotten,
my love feeds on your life, beloved,
and as long as you live, it will be in your arms
without leaving mine. "

-Pablo Neruda